@hex@kolektiva.social2026-01-20 14:29:06
In the time I've been offline, I've been doing a lot and feeling a lot more mentally healthy. I've been exploring nomadnet a bit, looking at reticulum. I'm definitely going to go back to my break and being online much less regularly.
I actually totally forgot about the anniversary of the shooting, which is the first time that's happened since... uh... the shooting, I think.
I've definitely realized that, on some level, I've definitely used Mastodon (and formerly Twitter) as a coping mechanism, often in order to deal with the stressful things that I've found out about on Mastodon or Twitter.
But, again, none of those things really change our core job: build community. And that's part of what I've been neglecting, and what I can focus on more when I'm not spending as much time talking to people all over the world indirectly. Like, I can just chat directly with folks and talk about this shit.
Yeah, I do think there's value in this community. I don't think it's really screaming into the void (at least, not most of the time). But I know that I need the balance to be way farther on the side of direct engagement with comrades doing and building.
So that's what I'm gonna go back to. I feel as though it's a good sign that with all the writing about getting shot that I've been doing, and all the thinking about that, that the actual anniversary of the shooting I'm actually just thinking about bread.
And that seems like a good note to leave on. I'm gonna go back to some hacker shit.
@cowboys@darktundra.xyz2025-12-19 21:09:21
Gut Feeling: Cowboys-Chargers staff predictions https://www.dallascowboys.com/news/gut-feeling-cowboys-chargers-staff-predictions-x4419
@NFL@darktundra.xyz2025-12-19 22:29:15
Cards' Harrison feels 'good enough' to face Falcons https://www.espn.com/nfl/story/_/id/47360628/cardinals-harrison-says-heel-feeling-good-enough-return-vs-falcons
@cheryanne@aus.social2025-12-20 08:24:24
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@Xexyz@mastodon.me.uk2025-11-19 23:22:19
Lonely Mountains Downhill: feeling stylish
One of the things I really appreciate in a game is if it makes me look good, full of style, skilled in a way that I'm not in real life. Elaborate swordplay leading to combination hits; parkour across a cityscape; flying through buildings and structures with no effort and no fear. Many games make me feel stylish - or maybe the correct word is cool?
@relcfp@mastodon.social2026-01-19 23:25:40
H-Net Job Guide Weekly Report for H-Buddhism: 4 January - 11 January https://networks.h-net.org/group/announcements/20137550/h-net-job-guide-weekly-report-h-buddhism-4-january-11-january
@cowboys@darktundra.xyz2025-12-19 20:48:04
Gut Feeling: Cowboys-Chargers staff predictions https://www.dallascowboys.com/news/gut-feeling-cowboys-chargers-staff-predictions-x4419
@relcfp@mastodon.social2026-01-19 16:40:01
H-Net Job Guide Weekly Report for H-Buddhism: 4 January - 11 January https://networks.h-net.org/group/announcements/20137550/h-net-job-guide-weekly-report-h-buddhism-4-january-11-january
@relcfp@mastodon.social2026-01-20 09:24:09
H-Net Job Guide Weekly Report for H-Diplo: 11 January - 18 January https://networks.h-net.org/group/announcements/20138422/h-net-job-guide-weekly-report-h-diplo-11-january-18-january
@relcfp@mastodon.social2026-01-20 07:39:14
H-Net Job Guide Weekly Report for H-Buddhism: 4 January - 11 January https://networks.h-net.org/group/announcements/20137550/h-net-job-guide-weekly-report-h-buddhism-4-january-11-january