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Taking break now, need quiet, brain tired, social media loud, stim time, see you later.
#ActuallyAutistic #Autistic #Autism

I’m #ActuallyAutistic with a hyperfixation on Loin d’ici (ESC Version) by Zoë Straub since May 14, 2016.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3xuPYt5i5cE
It’s wild…

A morning thought: claiming that someone is "bothered" by the intensive smell of perfume is an unfair simplification.
It's not that I "don't like" intensive smells. It's an actual physiological reaction. I recall that a long time ago, I accidentally sat behind a classmate who used a lot of perfume. Took me a while to realize why I was getting dizzy wherever I leaned down to note something (at first I thought that leaning was the problem, not entering the cloud of perfume). Using perfumes is a choice, not getting dizzy over smells.
Same goes for noise. It's not that I "don't like" noise. It's that noise kills my nervous system. It's not that I have a choice.
#ActuallyAutistic

Yes, I'm #ActuallyAutistic!
Did you know that mutations in the SETD5 gene are associated with a rare neurodevelopmental disorder? This condition often includes features like intellectual disability, autism spectrum disorder (ASD), and facial dysmorphism.
There are only about 250 people worldwide with this specific genetic change, and I’m one of them! I’m here, I’m th…

Yes, I'm #ActuallyAutistic with a hyperfixation on Loin d'ici (ESC Version) by Zoë Straub since May 14, 2016.
The more you know!
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3xuPYt5i5c

💙 Autism is real, I'm real, and I'm happy, autistic and proud! ♾️
#ActuallyAutistic #Autistic #Autism

When you unmask and realize you got autism, and you cry, if that makes any sense, it doesn't to me! 💙♾️
#ActuallyAutistic #Autistic #Autism

I fucking hate the word "embrace," being autistic. It feels so fake, like a glitchy AI word that doesn’t match how my brain works.
It makes me want to scream inside because it’s too soft, too forced, and just wrong for me. I can’t use it without feeling like I’m lying to myself.
#ActuallyAutistic

Spilling the autistic tea!
One of my biggest autistic traits is that I talk to myself for up to six hours a day, and have done so my entire life, all 24 years.
I just love talking to myself, it’s my way of stimming and fully owning my queer, neurodivergent self with pride, I suppose.
The more you know!
#ActuallyAutistic

Confession time: I’m totally addicted to Coca Cola. Zero surprise to my family, they’ve seen the rainbow-fueled caffeine calculations in action.
But for my fellow fediverse friends, I know this might come as a major plot twist. Welcome to my neurodivergent soda saga! 🏳️‍🌈🧠🥤
#ActuallyAutistic

Currently running the ultimate queer-autistic mental math: do I get up now for a Coke, or do I turn on my PC first and then embark on the sacred quest for caffeine?
Welcome to my rainbow-brained world, where every decision involves calculating the exact number of steps, seconds, and spoons required. 🏳️‍🌈🤓✨
#ActuallyAutistic

IDK, I’m just your friendly neighborhood #bisexual who’s really into #anarchism, especially the rocker-flavored, anarcho-syndicalist kind.
Sprinkle in a dash of #ActuallyAutistic

Today thanks to a defect of another train combined with complete incompetence of Polish railway traffic controllers, I've spend almost 3 hours in a train, stopped halfway between Złotniki Grzybowe and #Poznań Strzeszyn train stops (1.5 km from either). I would lose perhaps half of this time if they instead stopped us at the previous stop, and told us what's up, so we could just go catch the urban bus. But that's not my biggest problem.
These 3 lost hours means I'm behind with work. So I'm hurrying to catch up. Except I'm so completely messed up because of all this, I can't really focus on work, so I had to stop. So I'm going to be even more behind.
#rail #ActuallyAutistic

I have a fear of the bow of the Titanic wreck, it’s a very specific thing, the more you know.
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What Culture Says about Strength Isn't True
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About morbid thriftiness (Autism Spectrum Condition)
As you may have noticed, I am morbidly thrifty. Usually I don't buy stuff that I don't need — and if I decide that I actually need something, I am going to ponder about it for a while, look for value products, and for the best price. And with some luck, I'm going to decide I don't need it that bad after all.
One reason for that is probably how I was raised. My parents taught me to be thrifty, so I have to be. It doesn't matter that, from retrospective, I see that their thriftiness was applied rather arbitrarily to some spendings and not others, or that perhaps they were greedy — spending less on individual things so that they could buy more. Well, I can't delude myself like that, so I have to be thrifty for real. And when I fail, when I pay too much, when I get cheated — I feel quite bad about it.
The other reason is that I keep worrying about my future. It doesn't matter how rich I may end up — I'll keep worrying that I'll run out of money in the future. Perhaps I'll lose a job and won't be able to find anything for a long time, Perhaps something terrible will happen and I'm going to need to pay a lot suddenly.
Another thing is that I easily get attached to objects. Well, it's easier to be thrifty when you really don't want to replace stuff. Over time you also learn to avoid getting new stuff at all, since the more stuff you have, the more stuff may break and need to be thrown away.
Finally, there's my environmental responsibility. I admit that I don't do enough — but at least the things I can do, I do.
[EDIT: and yes, I feel bad about how expensive my new phone was, even though it's of much higher quality than the last one. Also, I got a worse deal because I waited too long.]
#ActuallyAutistic

When @… becomes your entire brain’s playlist, you know autism is real and you’re officially stuck in hyperfixation mode!
#ActuallyAutistic #Autistic

This is what my mom doesn’t understand 🧩 I know more than the average Joe ♾️
#Autism #ActuallyAutistic #Autistic

Pretty sure my mom gets that “flying-an-airplane-without-a-manual” feeling whenever she walks in and catches sight of my anarchist flag waving next to the rainbow, trans, and neurodiversity pride flags.
#Autism #ActuallyAutistic

Some people apparently have a problem with me being gender-fluid. That’s your problem, not mine.
I’m autistic. I’m not neurotypical, so honestly, I can’t relate to your issue with who I am. Sorry, not sorry!
#GenderFluid #ActuallyAutistic

I'm feeling severely depressed right now, like the weight of everything is crushing me.
I did the right thing by reaching out to my dad, and he’s on his way to be with me.
I’m not okay, but I hope to see you all another day.
Thank you for being here.
❤😔
#ActuallyAutistic

✨ System integrity check: passed.
Realization timestamp: [now].
Condition: You are #ActuallyAutistic.
Environment detected: #Debian GNU/Linux.
Result: ✅ Sensory environment = predictable
✅ Package manager = apt (non-chaotic, logical)
✅ Folder structure = m…

I'm #ActuallyAutistic as hell, unapologetically autistic. I just want you to know, which you already do, that I speak to myself, or not. Sometimes, I wonder if anyone actually cares, or if I’m just talking to myself. But honestly, it makes me happy. So, here we are, just vibing, being a little extra, and sharing my weird little world with you.

Acceptance vs Resignation
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Here's Why I Get Mad When People Compliment My Smile
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The Danger Of Assuming People Wanted The Life They Got
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Ima order this one! :amongustwerk:
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Tomorrow is #AutisticPrideDay! The more you know!
#ActuallyAutistic #AutisticPride

I'm #ActuallyAutistic, and I want to see a worker-controlled community where the labor process isn’t dictated by rigid hierarchies or managers running some Taylorist algorithm. Imagine abolishing those antiquated top-down structures and running things through federated councils, real participatory democracy, not just a suggestion box theater.
My ideal workday would be one w…

I have recently become aware that I tend to change my profile picture based on my mood.
As someone who is #ActuallyAutistic, I have only just discovered this particular habit of mine.
The more you know!
#Autistic

I don’t feel like a man or a woman, I flow through the beautiful spectrum of #GenderFluidity, and my #ActuallyAutistic brain totally hates the endless colors of it all, LMAO!

Me, a gender-fluid autistic individual, every single day! 🏳️‍⚧️ 🏳️‍🌈
#ActuallyAutistic #LGBTQIA #NonBinary

Ah yes, I really dislike it when, as someone who is autistic, I don’t look before I accidentally block the entire Mastodon.social domain instead of just blocking a specific bot user.
Great, now over 100 lost me in their feeds. My day is ruined.
Domain unblocked, please boost for my visibility again!
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Being #ActuallyAutistic, I love Fennec foxes because they are so undeniably cute.
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Fennec_fox

Yeah, I’m gender-fluid, I love working, for the collective good, not the bosses, and I’m also bisexual because why not stir the pot and add some extra revolutionary flavor? 🏳️‍⚧️🏳️‍🌈
#ActuallyAutistic #GenderFluid

I really should create a bot and a new account to automatically post my #NowPlaying updates, but I’m too lazy because of my #ActuallyAutistic traits.

Being #ActuallyAutistic, I re-watch multiple videos on #YouTube!

@… this is the third time this month I have to downgrade the flatpak to add more than 12 essential tabs, I use 18!
I'm #ActuallyAutistic, and this limit drives me insane!

I have Googled Zoë Straub more than anyone alive. My autistic hyperfixation has turned search engines into shrines and every obscure web page into treasure. It’s weird, it’s wonderful, it’s like my neurons are doing synchronized swimming in Zoë Straub trivia, and honestly, I wouldn’t trade this brain circus for anything.
OMG, I just realized I’m #ActuallyAutistic, what even, I …

IDK; I'm autistic, and I think queer and bisexual people are cool! 🏳️‍🌈
#ActuallyAutistic #Autism #Autistic

#ActuallyAutistic logging offline, lmao!
https://midtsveen.codeberg.page

Tomorrow is #FollowFriday, which is my second favorite day of the week. My absolute favorite day is #Caturday!
I really like these days because I'm #ActuallyAutistic, a…

10:42—Good Morning #Fediverse!
Being #ActuallyAutistic, I am currently hyperfixated on this image. I have been staring at it for an extended period, analyzing every detail.
I keep noticing new things every time I look at it. My brain is in “info-dump mode” and I could pr…

Is It Perfectionism?
#Perfectionism #ActuallyAutistic

#ActuallyAutistic Autism be like!
!
https://social.linux.pizza/@midtsveen/114797344027130101 :ablobcatbouncefast: 😆 ❤️

I’m #ActuallyAutistic, and right now, I’m calculating whether I should watch this Twitch VOD or keep listeing to my special interest.
This decision-making process is overwhelming and making me feel physically uncomfortable and anxious.
#Autism is fun!

I really should stop talking to myself all the time... but then who else is gonna get my amazing commentary?
When I don’t, boredom sneaks in like an uninvited guest, so naturally, I just hit replay on my own brain channel.
It’s the ultimate loop, talk, stim, repeat, and somehow I call it fun.
Autism: the original remix.
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Do I understand what freedom really means? Absolutely. Can I explain it clearly? Nope, that’s a hard pass!
Luckily, the image below does a way better job at explaining it than I ever could.
#ActuallyAutistic #Anarchism

I'm #ActuallyAutistic, and I think https://iwa-ait.org and https://

Jeg er #ActuallyAutistic, og partipolitikk er som å prŸve å fikse en evig feil i et system som aldri vil endre seg. Partiene i Norge later som de representerer meg, men mine virkelige problemer blir ignorert og knust under kapitalens og byråkratiets tyngde.
Jeg ser for meg et liv uten at alt styres av penger og profittjag. Jeg nekter å bli styrt av en sjef eller noen som tror d…

I boycott #Eurovision, yet I'm #ActuallyAutistic with a hyperfixation on Loin d'ici (ESC Version) by Zoë Straub since May 14, 2016, the more you know!

I'm currently #crying, and that's OK! ❤️
#ActuallyAutistic #GenderFluid

Do I process anarchism best through pictures and memes? Absolutely, that’s my brain’s native language!
Can I make sense of anarchist theory in text form? Sometimes, especially if it’s Rudolf Rocker.
Can I actually explain anarchism to other people? Nope, my brain just hits a wall.
Welcome to the wonderfully autistic way my mind works!
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Who can relate?
#ActuallyAutistic #Autism #Autistic #Humor

01:21 🏳️‍⚧️
My #ActuallyAutistic, brain is a total void right now.
Love you all endlessly!
#Bisexual #GenderFluid

Yo @…, I'm #ActuallyAutistic!

#Autistic #ActuallyAutistic #Autism #Meme

I keep my 9a in grayscale mode all the time, it makes the screen less overwhelming and visually noisy, which helps me manage sensory input and reduces my phone usage.
#ActuallyAutistic #Pixel9a

When Loin d'ici (ESC Version) by Zoë Straub is your favorite song but Paradis by Wintergatan is your funeral song, that’s when you realize Loin d'ici (ESC Version) by Zoë Straub might not actually be your favorite after all!
#Music #ActuallyAutistic

I would like to remind you that Neuronationalism, (which is just autistic fascism), is increasingly on the rise.
#Fascism #Autism #ActuallyAutistic

If you misgender me, whatever, I don’t care, because I'm gender-fluid, and that’s just how it is.
No opinions needed, I’m good.
#GenderFluid #ActuallyAutistic

Trying to be Normal Doesn't Work: Here's What Does
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When The Thing You Can’t Do Is The Thing You Must Do
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How To Build Self-Trust
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When You Hate Being Perceived
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Happy #PrideMonth! 🏳️‍⚧️🏳️‍🌈
I’m just too fabulously queer and genderfluid to function like anyone expects. My identity is a whole spectrum, shifting and sparkling with every color and every gender. 🌈✨
Some days I’m femme, some days I’m masc, and some days I’m something totally unique and undefined. 💖💙🤍
My

Different Types Of Thought Work
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Acceptance vs Resignation
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autismchrysalis
#NowWatching #ActuallyAutistic

autismchrysalis
#NowWatching #ActuallyAutistic

#ActuallyAutistic #Autism #Autistic #Humor

I’m #ActuallyAutistic, and I despise #Capitalism!
#Autistic #AntiCapitalism

My Tuesday evening, looks like an autistic evening!
#ActuallyAutistic #Autism #Autistic #Debian

#ActuallyAutistic #Autism #Autistic #Meme

#Autism #Autistic #ActuallyAutistic #Unix