I am pleased to share that I am receiving professional support regarding my diagnosis (SETD5) and gender dysphoria.
It has been extremely challenging for me to come forward about my gender identity(15 years), however, I will now be formally consulting with a therapist.
#Autism #GenderDysphoria
Persistence of charge ordering instability to Coulomb engineering in the excitonic insulator candidate TiSe$_2$
Sebastian Buchberger, Yann in 't Veld, Akhil Rajan, Philip A. E. Murgatroyd, Brendan Edwards, Bruno K. Saika, Naina Kushwaha, Maria H. Visscher, Jan Berges, Dina Carbone, Jacek Osiecki, Craig Polley, Tim Wehling, Phil D. C. King
https:/…
The Witcher 4 didn’t look amazing tbh. RedEngine was plenty for what they showcased at the demo.
Unreal is a performance hog if not optimised as was the case with Silent Hill Remake. Did you know the mod that removed the fog showed they were rendering all the buildings which were invisible originally if the fog had existed?
Also, the push for DLSS & FSR is annoying.
just my opinion on things :)
The Close AGN Reference Survey (CARS). Long-term spectral variability study of the changing look AGN Mrk 1018
T. Saha, M. Krumpe, A. Markowitz, M. Powell, G. Leung, F. Combes, R. E. McElroy, J. S. Elford, M. Gaspari, N. Winkel, A. L. Coil, T. Urrutia
https://arxiv.org/abs/2506.03061
In "holy-crap-that-was-too-difficult", reworked the Jekyll build script to work using the `ruby:alpine` container. I just want the site to build without having to go through the hoops of installing `ruby` and getting `bundle` to do what I want it to. A nice Docker Compose file gets it done nice and quickly without fuss. Also I don't have random gems installed around my system.
#ruby
ML-Driven Strong Lens Discoveries: Down to $\theta_E \sim 0.03''$ and $M_\mathrm{halo}< 10^{11} M_\odot$
Ethan Silver, R. Wang, Xiaosheng Huang, A. Bolton, C. Storfer, S. Banka
https://arxiv.org/abs/2507.01943
Scatter in the star formation rate-halo mass relation: secondary bias and its impact on line-intensity mapping
Rui Lan Jun (UTokyo), Tom Theuns (ICC, Durham), Kana Moriwaki (UTokyo), Sownak Bose (ICC, Durham)
https://arxiv.org/abs/2506.03015
The gender-fluid flag reminds me that it’s okay to dress however the hell I want at different times, and that gender doesn’t have to fit into strict boxes.
I can be any gender at any time, or whenever my body feels like being something else, I love me.
Here’s what the gender-fluid flag colors stand for, from top to bottom:
- Pink represents femininity
- White stands for the absence of gender or agender identities
- Purple is for a mix or blending of masculinit…
Tracing the light: Identification for the optical counterpart candidates of binary black-holes during O3
Lei He, Zhengyan Liu, Rui Niu, Bingzhou Gao, Mingshen Zhou, Purun Zou, Runduo Liang, Wen Zhao, Ning Jiang, Zhen-Yi Cai, Zi-Gao Dai, Ye-Fei Yuan
https://arxiv.org/abs/2507.02475
Recently I’ve been thinking about taking a step back from my friendship with my mom, maybe just talking to her less.
Sometimes I honestly wonder if I’m just misinterpreting things, but it really seems like she’s uncomfortable with me being fucking queer, especially with me hanging around other queer people at my local gay bar. She’ll question who I’m with and lately it feels like she’s always picking at my life choices. I can’t tell if it’s just me being sensitive, or if she’s actually…